Songs of Childhood

    
                        Charles Curran, Songs of Childhood

My beloved Latin teacher introduced me to Charles Curran several years ago.  I can relate to the little girl leaning on the piano.  She’s getting a happy earful, don’t you think?  Likewise, I used to drape myself over the side of an upright piano and listen to my piano mentor, Audrey St. Marie.  Whenever she played and I was in the room I just had to be as close to the piano as possible.  But I had to be able to see her hands on the keys. 

Songs are as potent as smells in evoking childhood memories.  There have been times when my sister was visiting and we broke into a camp song we hadn’t sung in twenty years much to my husband’s astonishment.  At my in-law’s 50th anniversary party, just for fun, my husband and his sister sang “Haggalina Baggalina,” a song they sang repeatedly as children on cross-country car trips.

What songs do you remember from your childhood? 

For All The Saints

This is one of my favorite hymns.  I want it sung at my funeral.  I have a long and ever growing wish list of music for this service.  My husband gently reminds me that funerals are usually an hour, or two, in duration.  But For All the Saints is significant as my first choice, made when I was in my twenties.   This hymn makes me yearn for the “yet more glorious day” while I feebly struggle here on earth, reminds me of the communion we share with those who have gone before, and strengthens me with that distant triumph song.   You can hear it here.

For all the saints who from their labors rest,
Who thee by faith before the world confessed,
Thy name O Jesus, be forever blest.
Alleluia!  Alleluia!

Thou wast their rock, their fortress, and their might;
Thou, Lord, their Captain in the well-fought fight;
Thou, in the darkness drear, their one true light.
Alleluia! Alleluia!

O blest communion, fellowship divine!
We feebly struggle, they in glory shine;
All are one in Thee, for all are Thine.
Alleluia, Alleluia!

O may thy soldiers faithful, true, and bold,
Fight as the saints who nobly fought of old,
And win with them the victor’s crown of gold.
Alleluia! Alleluia!

And when the strife is fierce, the warfare long,
Steals on the ear the distant triumph song,
And hearts are brave, again, and arms are strong.
Alleluia, Alleluia!

The golden evening brightens in the west;
Soon, soon to faithful warriors comes their rest;
Sweet is the calm of paradise the blest.
Alleluia! Alleluia!

But lo! there breaks a yet more glorious day;
The saints triumphant rise in bright array;
The King of glory passes on his way.
Alleluia! Alleluia!

From earth’s wide bonds, from ocean’s farthest coast,
Through gates of pearl streams in the countless host,
Singing to the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.
Alleluia!  Alleluia!

words by William Walsham How 1864, 1875
tune by Ralph Vaughan Williams, 1906

Happy Birthday Bro!

It’s my brotha’s birthday!  My youngest brother, Dan, the opera singer.  He introduced me to the concept of blogging, although he doesn’t have one of his own.  “Lurker extraordinaire” is what he calls himself.  He installed Firefox on my computer and showed me how to open many blogs in tabs.  Most of what I know about computers I learned from him .


We two were the caboose of a large family.  We didn’t always get along, but those days of adolescent bickering are almost impossible to remember now.  It seems that we’ve always shared friends, more so today than ever.  He gave me one of my best friends when he married the beautiful Valeri.  We spend at least one week together every year: a festival of feasting, cooking, reading, talking, listening and sharing.

How he got to be an opera singer is story for another day.  He sings the big arias and requiems with gusto; when he approaches the end of the Lord’s Prayer the goosebumps break out;  but when he sings Children of the Heavenly Father a capella I can only close my eyes and weep.

But I have this against my brother:  he reads my blog every day but he will. not. comment.   I know, Xanga is a pain in the patooie.  However, if Martin Luther could post 95 theses on the Wittenburg Door dontcha think my brother could post one comment on this blog?  Would you join my campaign to convince Dan to comment?

First, he needs a Xanga name.  Any suggestions out there?  GodLovesTenors?  You all can do better than that, no?  Pictures aren’t necessary, but here are some possibilities.  Which one would you pick?

  

      Happy Birthday, dear Danny.  I love you more than the crisp clear air in the blue, blue sky today.

Bach’s Passacaglia in C Minor for Organ

People!  PEOPLE!!  PEOPLE!!! I’ve just been introduced to the most glorious piece of music:
Bach’s Passacaglia in C Minor for Organ. 
    Thank you,  Dr. Greenberg for using this piece to illustrate Baroque instrumental forms;
    Thank you, Teaching Company for hiring one of my new heroes, Dr. Greenberg; 
    Thank you David for these tapes;
    Thank you Johann Sebastian Bach for your unparalleled genius and mastery, for your Soli Deo Glorias;
    Thank you Lord for Bach.  

This music drew my husband and son in from distant parts of the house; we all stood in silence, time suspended, and wondered at the beauty, marveled at the glory. Until this moment I thought Bach’s Toccata and Fugue in D minor was  the pinnacle of magnificent organ music.  The Passacaglia doesn’t surpass the Toccata, but it matches it. 

Here’s the deal:  if you only have a minute go here.  Scroll down just past the opening page and you can hear a sample from Disc 1, No. 6. If you have the time (and it is SOOO worth it) to download and listen to the entire piece than go here.  Scroll until the little box on the side is 2/3 down the page.  The Passacaglia is just below the picture of the blind organist from Germany.  Under Passacaglia & Fugue you will want to click on the upper right choice.  It took my DSL connection about 20 minutes to download and than 7:15 minutes to listen. 

I wish you could hear Dr. Greenberg explain this piece and how to listen to it.  This definition of passacaglia might help.  There is a strict structure to this form.  It begins with a baseline, eight measures, heard alone.  This baseline will repeat (20 times in Bach’s piece) but the upper voices will be varied. 

It is so powerful.  I want this piece played at my funeral. 


Bountiful Booty

I love being the baby of the family.  With six older siblings, I am the happy recipient of  hand-me-downs.  Don’t think clothing here.  Think cookbooks, piano music, and most recently, Teaching Company Tapes.  Oh yeah!  My  PA brother has a plethora of  these tapes.  I bought a suitcase,  filled it with tapes and brought them home. 

This afternoon my son and I are making applesauce while we listen to Robert Greenburg’s How to  Listen to and Understand Great Music. We laughed aloud when he explained the difference between  German language songs and Italian  songs.   Greenburg plays music on the piano and from CDs to illustrate his points.  My heart  jumps as I hear  my 15-yr old son hum along.  He knows this music!  He likes this music!  Sigh.  But then, who can help but liking Bach?

Explaining the history of music inevitably includes the history of the world.  I am so thankful for the past 12 years of homeschooling.  I can follow and correlate, synthesize if you will, the lectures in a way that I can’t imagine doing had I not had the learning that comes with teaching.  It is so satisfying to build upon previous learning; to add a room or a story to the edifice which is our life.  

Isn’t this the most exciting thing?  Bring on the long nights; bring on bathrooms that need cleaning; bring on shirts which need ironing; bring on dough which needs kneading; bring it on, baby!  I. am. ready. 

Pace Yourselves

It is difficult to find people who know how to pace themselves
in getting the job done in the amount of time they have.
To me this is one of the most important things to learn.

Franz Mohr  in My Life with the Great Pianists

I’m bursting with stuff to write: more about my trip to PA, some of the delightful things I brought home, quotes from reading on the five hour layover, new artist discoveries, a very nice new CD, a picture of the socks I won from Donna’s birthday drawing.  BUT I’ve really looked forward to a good teaching day today; that’s my plan and I’m sticking to it!  I didn’t get to read my blog sistahs so I’m looking forward to catching up on that.  Sigh.  It’s a good life, so abundant and full.

Flirtin’ in Church

I felt his gaze before I saw it.  My eyes wandered toward him and our eyes locked.  He held my gaze, as if by command, and then a slow, demi-smile started across his face.  I turned away and concentrated on playing the piano. 

The next time I looked over at him, he had shifted to get a clearer view.  Now it was a full frontal stare.  My cheeks warmed and I allowed a small smile to work its way onto my face.   He sensed the control he had over this situation. His eyes started dancing; he grinned straightforwardly and unabashedly. 

My propriety weakened; I winked at him. 

He moved again and the top of the chair framed his sparkling eyes.  He shifted so I could not see him.  Slowly, his face came into view between two chairs.  Distracted, I searched for my place in the music.  I took a deep breath and refocused on my duties. 

Those insistent eyes kept tempting me and finally I snuck another glance.  So far down the slippery slope of brazen behavior, I winked again.  His grandpa winked back at me.  My cheeks are hot.  Next song.



 

Milne Goes Mysterious

I finished A.A. Milne’s The Red House Mystery this morning (hat tip to Diane at Circle of Quiet). If you love P.G. Wodehouse, Sherlock Holmes and Winnie the Pooh this book is tailor-made for you and I promise that you will feel jolly glad you picked it up.  Humor is infused in this mystery: the take-offs on Holmes and Watson kept me smiling.

“My dear Watson,” he said, “you aren’t supposed to be as clever as this.”

“I love being Sherlocky,” he said. “It’s very unfair of you not to play up to me.”

Here’s another laugh – a brief jab at writers.

Oh!” He looked round the room. “What d’you call this place, eh?”

“The office, sir.”

“The office?”

“The room where the master works, sir.”

“Works, eh? That’s new.  Didn’t know he’d ever done a stroke of work in his life.”

“Where he writes, sir,” said Audrey with dignity.

I nodded and almost said “Amen” aloud when I read:

Anthony could never resist another person’s bookshelves. As soon as he went into the room, he found himself wandering round it to see what books the owner read, or (more likely) did not read, but kept for the air which they lent to the house.

~      ~      ~

I’ve been thinking about music and memory this week.  My sister has lost much of her mobility (brain cancer and a stroke) but her memory is just fine, thank you.  We’ve had the leisure to amble around in the memory vault and pick out good ones to polish and shine.  Since I’m nine years younger, some of our memories don’t overlap; which happily means I get to hear new stories.  Any new story about my mom is a precious gem – another opportunity to better know the mom I lost when I was ten.

Old songs are like old stories. My spiritual pilgrimage from Plymouth Brethren to Presbyterian means I now sing much less Ira Sankey and Fanny Crosby and more Hans Shulz and Vaughan Williams. This week I’ve been hearing, singing, and playing songs from long ago. Revisiting obscure Plymouth Brethren hymns, and attending the chapel of my childhood has transported me back to the sixties – the whole family in one pew singing parts a capella in the Breaking of Bread service. It’s amazing how clearly it all comes back and how pleasant an emotion recognition is.

Madeleine L’Engle wrote about her mother in The Summer of the Great-Grandmother

“Music has always been part of the fabric of her life, so it is not surprising that it is the last thing to reach her.”   

Music can find areas inside of us that words can’t make it to. Places beyond language. The hows and whys of this fact is one of the interesting mysteries of life. 

Yo, Mama! I Saw Yo-Yo Ma! (or a Glorious Evening)

What a gift!  I can’t articulate it all…but it was Wonderful!  The Ravinia Festival is such a lovely setting.  There is an open pavilion that seats 2,000-3,000 people. Tickets for the pavilion are $$$pendy and were sold out immediately. Surrounding the pavilion is a large park with abundant trees, paths, and speakers situated so all can hear.  Every square inch of ground (another 2000 people?) was filled with picnickers in lawn chairs, blankets, and lovely feasts.  There were many wine glasses and fancy hor d’oevres as well as buckets of fried chicken and the ubiquitous bottles of water.  The cicadas joined in the noise of the throng.

We arrived at 5:00, set up our little picnic and enjoyed my 2 year old grand-niece as we waited for the 7:00 concert.  In our lawn chairs we could not see any musicians but could hear them perfectly.  My BIL walked me to the rail around the pavilion where I could stand and get a glimpse of Mr. Ma performing.  The Chicago Symphony opened with “The Three-Cornered Hat” and we sat around enjoying it.  

Then such a bonus! Yo-Yo Ma played the Haydn Cello Concerto in C Major, a piece not on the original program.  The minute I heard the cello, I jumped up and made my way to the railing.  My family knew they wouldn’t see me for a while.  When I got to the rail, crowds were 5 people deep trying to see the maestro. I stood, waited, tilting my head this way and that, and as people moved on, inched closer to the front.  

Finally I could see him playing. He wore a white tuxedo coat with black slacks and a black tie.  The cello shined in the spotlights, the warm hues of the wood in great contrast to the sea of black and white surrounding it.  The music of Haydn flowed through Mr. Ma’s body so naturally; so much a part of him.  At the end of some phrases he almost propelled out of his seat with the flourish.  

I loved this: when the cello solo was silent for the orchestra playing, Yo-Yo played along with the orchestral cello part.  That man loves music so much that it seemed he couldn’t sit back and wait for the next solo part – he was involved with every part of the music.

Watching his bowstrokes was fabulous.  The bow sometimes very close to the instrument, very controlled.  At other times it was dramatic and anywhere within five feet of his cello. He played the difficult notes up by the bridge so skillfully and the overtones were … perfect.  The sound that came from that cello was so full, so rich, so complete.  Tears filled my eyes as the ache of the incomparable beauty washed over me.  

Thousands of people were perfectly still and listening with an unalloyed intensity. Some heads nodded with the music, others were perfectly still.  I loved seeing so many younger people in the audience.  It was a tingling sensation to participate with a culture that appreciates beautiful music.

With the last phrase the audience thundered applause and Mr. Ma was up on his feet giving the conductor a bear hug.  No polite handshaking and chin-dipping here.  There were hugs all around.  I loved that about Yo-Yo Ma. 

During the intermission most people left their posts at the pavilion railing.  I was rooted to the rail though, not wanting to miss the opportunity to be in the front when the concert resumed.  A woman my age was the only other person still hanging at the rail and we started conversing.  Her 8th grade daughter, a cello student, was attending but on her blanket.

As people made their way back to the seats a woman approached me and said, “Excuse me…I have four tickets here for the pavilion and I’m headed home,” as she thrust them into my hand. I gave two to the other woman (that 8th grader couldn’t miss this opportunity), and ran 200 yards to the back where my people were.  I grabbed my brother and we ran (I know –  it’s a funny thing to picture) to the pavilion before the music began and seating stopped.

The next piece, Azul, was by a modern composer, Osvaldo Golijov (b.1960).  The world premiere was on Friday night with Yo-Yo Ma in Boston. There were different instruments, different sounds.  At first it sounded Slavic, then Middle-Eastern, but the prevailing “flavor” seemed like the African plains.  

The final piece was the orchestra playing Ravel’s Bolero.  The conductor conducted the piece with no score!  Most of the time he held the baton backwards with the point facing him.  Watching his hands move, not in the usual four-four pattern but expressively with flow of the music, was captivating. For much of the piece the violins were held and played like guitars!

Darkness descended and the light of citronella candles gave an twinkling ambience over the area.  It was everything and oh! so much more! than I anticipated.  What can I say? One of my life goals has been accomplished.  God has been very kind to me.  I sincerely thank my sister Margaret and her husband John for giving me this incredible gift.                   


A Picture Story

Soon and very soon I will be getting on this:

to go here:

While I’m there I will go here:

to see

Did you get that last bit?  Just in case you didn’t —- I’m going to see

I will see my two sisters and one of my four brothers.  I will meet three great-neices and three great-nephews for the first time.  I will spend a lot of time playing

and a lot of time

and a lot of time sipping tea.

Deo Volente.