Working Out With Willa Cather

The Song of the Lark is the story of a musically gifted young girl.  She is on vacation near Flagstaff, AZ after a grueling year of studying voice in Chicago. She spends time alone in the Cliff-Dwellers’ ruins.

She could lie there hour after hour in the sun and listen to the strident whirr of the big locusts, and to the light, ironical laughter of the quaking asps. All her life she had been hurrying and sputtering, as if she had been born behind time and had been trying to catch up.  Now, she reflected, as she drew herself out long upon the rugs, it was as if she were waiting for something to catch up with her.  She had got to a place where she was out of the stream of meaningless activity and undirected effort.

A few pages later Thea finds fragments of pottery and reflects on the role of water and pottery in the lives of the women who once lived there.  “Their pottery was their most direct appeal to water, the envelope and sheath of the precious element itself.”

One morning, as she was standing upright in the pool, splashing water between her shoulder-blades with a big sponge, something flashed through her mind that made her draw herself up and stand still.  The stream and the broken pottery: what was any art but an effort to make a sheath, a mould in which to imprison for a moment the shining, elusive element which is life itself–life hurrying past us and running away, too strong to stop, too sweet to lose? The Indian women had held it in their jars.  In the sculpture she had seen in the Art Institute, it had been caught in a flash of arrested motion.  In singing, one made a vessel of one’s throat and nostrils and held it on one’s breath, caught the stream in a scale of natural intervals.

I am enjoying this book immensely.  It is not a breeze through book.  I read it pensively, and often lift my head and just think about the words.  I come home from working out and want to read on, but I restrict this book to the elliptical machine.  It keeps me going back!!

Vernal Equinox 2006

Hello, Spring!!  I love the early croci (or crocuses, Webster’s allows both) that bring  shades of purple and yellow to a dun-colored earth.  I talked to my friend in Wyoming last night and she’s trying to be a brave soldier in the ubiquitous wind and snow. She talked to her friend on the west side of Oregon (read warm) who reported that her daffodils are done and tulips are up.  Daffodils are done?  Nurse!

That reminds me of a saying I grew up hearing, “Bloom where you are planted.”  We all live in different climates, metaphorically speaking, don’t we?  Which means our seasons are timed differently from others.  Something to think about.

A Good Morning

I woke up today, rubbed the sleep from my eyes, and got dressed to work out.  One of the bennies we enjoy from my husband’s job is 24 access to the hospital gym.  This is one of the most gorgeously situated gyms you’ve ever seen.  We live surrounded by the Blue Mountains.  The hospital gym is perched on the west side of the valley with a wall of windows facing east. 

This morning the mountains were backlit by the sun.  An antenna on the top of the mountains 15 miles away glistened in the sunlight.  I smiled, remembering one of my favorite movie moments, Pippin initiating the lighting of the beacons of Gondor in Return of the King.  When we were watching at the theatre, my husband leaned over and whispered in my ear, “That’s a picture of the gospel.”  Goosebumps ran up my arms.  Mr. Sun peeked over the edge, then came head on in the pale blue sky, bathing my face in light.  I closed my eyes and soaked it in, glorying in the bright light.

My son and I were side by side on the two eliptical machines.  We had settled into a comfortable silence.  I had a book, but it did not interest me today. Two regulars arrived, gentle men who are old enough to be my father.  We always exchange hellos and friendly jibes. It’s especially fun to listen to their kibitzing together. Sweat trickled down our faces and it felt good. Showers and breakfast have revived us. We’re ready to read the Christian Almanac, sing a Psalm, attack Algebra and discuss the Odyssey.

La vita e bella!