The Verb Meme

I AM: a goofy person.

I SAID:  Tomorrow I WILL get up earlier.

I WANT:  to lose weight.

I WISH:  it were easy to do.

I HATE:  being lied to.

I MISS:  my mom.

I FEAR: my heart hardening to sin.

I HEAR: YoYo Ma playing the cello.

I WONDER: where the day went.

I REGRET: playing Spider Solitaire too much.

I DANCE: in the kitchen.

I SING: with a hairbrush in the bathroom.

I CRY: pretty easily – Hallmark commercials will do it.

I AM NOT ALWAYS: cheerful.

I MADE: a lot of mistakes homeschooling.

I WRITE: in my head, all the time.

I CONFUSE: affect and effect.

I NEED: lots of hugs.

I SHOULD: start making breakfast for the family again.

I START: with enthusiasm and buoyancy.

I FINISH: *when* I finish, I’m exhuberant.

I BELIEVE: God is faithful and true.

I KNOW:  I can trust Him.

I CAN: play the piano by ear.

I CAN’T: play Chopin very well.

I SEE: a floor that needs washing.

I BLOG: because it’s fun.

I READ: because I can’t not read.

I FIND: great quotes in books, magazines and other blogs.

I LIKE: finding and sharing quotes.

I LOVE: truth, beauty and goodness.

You are welcome to copy and paste this meme into your blog and put your own answers in.  Let me know in the comments if you do.

Guide Me

I remember attending an ACCS (Association of Classical and Christian
Schools) conference eleven years ago. By the last day I had brain bulge
and was overwhelmed with all the information.  The very last session
was “How to Educate Yourself.”  Chris Schlect brought in a huge stack of
books and handed out a reading list.  Until that
point I had considered myself well-read, but I couldn’t put a check
mark next to a book until I’d come to about 63 on the list. 

I learned to teach myself as I taught my kids; I leaned on any
support I could find.  Using the “one chapter ahead” method, I taught
Homer, Virgil, Spenser and Shakespeare to homeschool co-op classes.  But I was not without help.  My
beloved Latin teacher, Bernie, taught me so much more than Latin during our weekly classes. He told the stories behind the translations; he brought in his twice re-bound Greek Homer and whet our appetites.   He was the best tour guide, and only a phone call away. 

When Bernie moved, I relied on books to guide me.  This year we have read through some major texts of ancient civilization.  The books above have helped us understand what we’ve been reading.  These have been great resources.  Our primary guide has been Omnibus I and I can only sing its praises with a loud voice and a thankful heart. I believe that good questions are at the heart of good teaching.  Omnibus is full of good questions.  Peter Leithart is unparalleled for challenging my thinking.  There’s a world full of chiasms that I’ve never seen before reading him. The others have been good books to dip in and read portions.

BUT!!  Next year!!   How is this for the ABCs:  Augustine, Beowulf, Chaucer, Dante and Eusebius.  I’m salivating…  I always find May challenging.  I’d much rather invest my time and thoughts in the year ahead then finish our task at hand.   It’s more fun to check out  catalogs, read reviews, and dream of the ideal school year than to correct papers and corral wandering thoughts.

Hot Diggity Do!!

Last week we were sitting around the kitchen table when our mail was delivered.  My youngest son retrieved the bundle, and announced the return addresses as he sorted through the pile.  “WeightWatchers Lost and Found Essay Contest.”  His eyes flitted towards me as my arm snaked out and grabbed the letter.  My blood pressure immediately soared and I tried to calm myself by repeating, “It’s only a ‘Dear John’ letter, it’s only a ‘Dear John’ letter.” 

We are happy to inform you that your essay has been selected as one of the 2nd prize winners.

Two months ago I would have been discouraged that I didn’t win the Grand Prize or one of the five 1st prizes.  Two months ago the winners were to have been announced and my hopes were high.  I recently went online and read the winning entry, which was excellent. After hearing nothing, I had assumed that what I had written wasn’t what the judges wanted, and chalked it up to a learning experience.  Then the letter came: I was dancing, jumping, yelling, singing, telephoning DH, running-around-excited!!  Thank you, Lord!

Daily Graces

Two things that have graced me today:  a prayer book and John Rutter’s music. 

I picked up a tiny little book at the local book fair/sale, a Lutheran Book of Prayer.  They have a month’s worth of morning and evening prayers for each day.  Part of Monday morning’s prayer is on our white board for the entire week:

Guard us against becoming selfish, careless and slovenly in the pursuance of our daily work, so that we do our duty not with eye-service, as men-pleasers, but as the servants of Christ, doing the will of God from the heart.

Isn’t that a great prayer?  I need that reminder, especially, I think, in May.  While I was ironing (last post) I not only listened to opera.  I put on a CD of John Rutter’s sacred music, given to me by my dear SIL Kathie.  The great thing about ironing (I can’t believe I just wrote that) is that you can focus your mind while you work.  I listened to this CD several times, memorizing the words to my favorite songs.  John Rutter is one of the best living composers with whom I am familiar. This acapella song, in particular, grabbed me.  This seems to me a perfect prayer to put in with the graduation cards this year. 

Open thou mine eyes and I shall see:
Incline my heart and I shall desire:
Order my steps and I shall walk
In the ways of thy commandments.

O Lord God, be thou to me a God
And beside thee let there be none else,
No other, nought else save thee.

Vouchsafe to me to worship thee and serve thee
According to they commandments
In truth of spirit,
In reverence of body,
In blessing of lips,
In private and public.

Lancelot Andrewes 1555-1626

Opera and Country: Two Peas in a Pod

Ironing is one of my least favorite chores.  So I end up letting it pile up until the basket, which is deep, is heaping over with wrinkled clothes.  Some of my favorite coping mechanisms are to listen to a book on tape while I iron, call a relative and talk all crook-necked for a while, listen to a sermon, or listen to music. 

Today I’m listening to the Three Tenors Live.  I opened the liner notes and read the words in English.  Guess what?  Opera lyrics and country western lyrics have A LOT in common:  women are fickle, my love left me, I can’t live without you, I loved you and you mock me, you lied to me!  It doesn’t have the twang and any lyric sounds better in Italian.  I’d call opera and country fraternal twins. Who knew?

A Happy Sigh

Today: oh what a day!  I took a day trip, driving alone for two hours and with a friend for two hours in a borrowed car.  It was the first time in my life that I’ve driven a Cadillac.  A snazzy red Cadillac!!  It was the smoothest ride of my life, bar none!  I drove along a corridor of snow-capped mountain peaks, the Elkhorns on one side and the Eagle Caps on the other (the picture is the Eagle Caps).  As I passed the marsh a Canadian goose flew just above my car.  Cattle and antelope were placidly grazing on grass.   To say the day was glorious is so woefully inadequate.

I just met my friend at the first of the year.  Shortly after we met she was diagnosed with cancer.  Today we drove to her daily radiation treatments.  We chatted as effortlessly as if we’d know each other for decades.  She told me how to roast veggies in the oven on cookie sheets, about a great consignment store in her town, and together, we covered a host of other topics. She is so comfortable in her skin that it’s a pleasure to be with her.

When I was alone I cranked up the stereo and gloried in the rich tones and aching beauty of classical music.  Sigh.   Offenbach, a Cadillac and the Eagle Caps.  All this, and heaven besides?

Last Time!

Today I drove my youngest son to the DMV to get his driver’s permit.  He passed the knowledge test and came out grinning!  My husband was shocked last night to be told  that I had allowed the two older boys to drive home from the test.  He firmly requested that I drive home and we take our youngest son to get experience driving on some vacant parking lots and deserted country roads before he starts driving around town.

So we dance this polka one more time. The last time.  This is the place where I learn so much about myself.  The calm and patient woman I pretend to be disappears and the fearful worrier/shrieking “Old Yellor”  takes her place.  I pray.  I plead with God for help trusting Him, being careful with my words and tones.  I remember my brother, who took me out driving and never raised his voice as he said, “Uh…, you just cut that driver off.” But then a tiny gasp escapes and the driver/son is irritated wondering what he did wrong.  Part of me would really like to skip forward two years – but I need this don’t I? (grin)  

Strength to Stand, Sun to Warm

The world is before me this day,
and I am weak and fearful,
but I look to thee for strength;
If I venture forth alone I stumble and fall,
but on the beloved’s arms I am firm as the eternal hills;

Be thou my arm to support
my strength to stand, my light to see,
my feet to run, my shield to protect,
my sword to repel, my sun to warm.

from the Valley of Vision

Mini-Makeover

Cook’s Illustrated is one fine magazine.  My dear friend Katie gave me the idea of using the illustrations from the back page for kitchen decorations.  At the same time (and unaware of my plans) my brother and his wife gave me years of these magazines, bound in books.  My beloved DIL Jessie helped me pick out frames, cut out pictures, frame them, and hang them.  Are you getting the (valid) impression that I need a lot of help? Ha!!  It’s true!

The top two are Brassica (cabbage family) and Fresh Chiles; the middle frame is Potatoes; the bottom are Berries and Basil.  I just **love** looking at this wall!

The exciting thing is that I have dozens of these back covers (shellfish, apples, olives, plums, pasta, squash…many more) and can change the prints with the seasons or whenever the mood hits.  Yes!!  Sigh….life is good.